so it turns out the that the guy i like, Erik, left me my present last night and that's why he came over. he gave me his senior picture, a note that read "I bet Mike can help me to find the words...", and a cd with You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson and All I Want for Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey. i laughed so hard when i first heard Michael Jackson. he also has the approval of my grandma who saw his picture yesterday night and she told me and i quote "nice". two of my cousins have seen his picture too and they both approve. i can't believe he did that for me. i feel kinda bad now cause all i gave him was a card and an ecard, which he got a chuckle out of. he is so sweet and i don't know why i get all giddy and girlly and happy like this when it comes to him. he's definitely my prince charming. well, Merry Christmas.